Huh?

Tonight's blog photos pretty much exemplifies how I have been feeling -- like all the time. Does not matter who I am talking to, no matter what I am reading, no matter what I am doing.

I cannot seem to get any clarity or focus or understanding in any aspect of my life. What is worse is that I do not think it is related to that very high school-ish matter going on in my personal life right now. I think it is more just me not knowing how to read someone closest to me.

I pride myself (and for the lit majors out there, Pride is one of the Seven Deadlies) on being able to read people pretty quickly and accurately. But what happens if I lose this incredible gift (sometimes curse)? Do I become even more bland and blah than I already am?

Will I become like my confused friend here -- a nondescript looking guy in a gray suit with a overly bold red tie in an attempt to get noticed? Isn't that all people like me dear? But what happens to us when it become a reality and that we can no longer even recognize each other...