Saturday, July 21, 2007

Healing is a long and painful process...

It's been just over one month since the sale of the house I shared with him closed and I still hurt.

It's been just over five months since he said he wanted to end our relationship and I still wonder why I stayed with him so long.

It's been just over five years from the day I first met him and I can barely remember that first night we spent together.

As I approach a very monumental moment in my life I am scared more than I can say. I am afraid that no matter what I will do, I will wind up getting hurt again. Is my heart mended enough to take another blow? Should I wait until I am feeling more confident in the outcome? Can I really risk waiting to take this chance? Can my heart truly heal if I don't?

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