The story of my mind...

I am continuing my viewing of the original Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy and let me tell you, this speaks to me on so many levels.  The random prattling about inane things is just how my mind works and often how I interact with the outside world.  I have to wonder if this is a sign that I am meant for something greater than what I am doing or that I am just  attracted to this sort of stuff.

I have been trying to get my mind to slow down so I can sleep better and I thought flooding it with random images.  But it does not seem to be helping and in fact might be making it worse since I keep having the most odd dreams that are full of color, and people, and places, and intricate storylines.  

Maybe if I finish the HGTTG my dreams will stop being so annoyingly vivid and disturbing.  Maybe if I find the right someone to share my life I can put the memories of my ex behind me.  Maybe if I finish my writing project my nightmares of the past will finally go away.  Maybe if, maybe then...maybe is become a new four letter word.