Wednesday, August 01, 2007

Disappointment never felt so bad...

As I am getting older it is the very little things that make me happy. It is these same things that when they do not work out, make me feel so disappointed that I want to just crawl into the fetal position and cry.

Now for some reason tonight I had planned something very simple and rather extravagant. I was hoping it to be the beginning of a month filled with goodness and light. Ok, that is a bit much, but hey, I am a little dramatic ok, what else is new.

So I am hoping that today was simply a sign that my extravagant and ridiculous decadences should stop and that I should focus on more real and tangible things in my life right now. Like new people...

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