Peace of mind...

Over the past several months I have been in search for a return to a stable mental state. Now I realize that those who know me wills say that I have never had a stable mental state. While this may be true, I always had a level of instability and it is that level I would like to reach once again.

The good news I have to report -- I think I am headed back to that place. There is someone new I have just started seeing and while it is early days, just the fact that I am willing to start dating, is a good sign to me. A few months ago I could not imagine dating anyone again for at least another year. I guess I was wrong.

Peace of mind to me is more than being able to sleep through the night...it is the ability to feel comfortable in one's own skin. I can say that lately I am feeling more comfortable than I have in long time. Not just because I am dating again, but because I no longer have the influence and strain of a negative home environment. That above all is what makes a mind a haven.