Tuesday, January 02, 2007

Past the point of no return...

I recently learned something new about my life - that being right is no longer its own reward.

Tonight I learned some seemingly trivial information that actually has HUGE significance. It is actually a sign of progress in an area of my life that was in need of change. But I find myself not caring.

What do you do when the changes you wanted are no longer important enough to stop and take a second look? Do you keep going through the motions or do you take a step in a new direction?

I find myself starting this new year with more questions than answers. I find myself unwilling to e-commit to the current situation in my life, but at the same time, not willing to take any actions to change. Does that make me more an idiot or a coward. I just don't know anymore...

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