So today I had the experience of needing to say to myself "Make up your midn damn it!" Now, I will joke that I am slightly passive aggressive about issues sometimes, but I never thought I was outright inconsistent about things. Yet, today there I was, arguing a point that I thought was no longer something I cared about.
Could I truly be having that final step where I no longer can comprehend my own motivations in life? Am I so completely inundated with things that I can no longer understand what it means to have a firm decision about something? Or is it just that I am so flooded with mucus in my head that I am just needing a good flushing.
No matter which of the above is correct, or what the real answer may be, it makes me ask this question: Can I trust any of my own thoguhts anymore...
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