As you can see by tonight's blog pic, self image is a very fluid thing. I know personally I have a very shaky grasp on my own self image and am never quite sure what I think of myself from one moment to the next. I partially blame this on a childhood in which things were never quite that they seemed and people surely never said what they meant. Is it any wonder I have passive aggressive tendencies?
But lately things are getting more complicated for me, since I am no longer sure I can trust my feelings. I have always had problems trusting my own instincts about people and situations, but I am beginning to not be able to be sure if what I feel is real or just something my overwrought imagination is created.
All I am certain of is that I do not want anyone to get hurt by my potential delusions. But does that mean I continue to do nothing, which will then lead me to recriminate myself for non-action. Then again, maybe I need a vacation...
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