Monday, December 18, 2006

How long can it go on...

I have not slept well in many nights. Not sure if it is the snoring, the stress of work, or he weird weather that is doing it to me, but all I know is that if I do not get some good, restful, Lindsay Wagner flogging the Sleep Number bed sleep soon, I am going to lose it.

Sleep for me is not just about the physical relaxation, it is a chance for my subconscious to unload endless amounts of crap into my conscious mind and give me something to think about all day long.

Could my lack of sleep be a sign of more troubling matters ahead? My fear of dementia, of having to make that ultimate choice between happiness alone and misery together, or is it just that I can't sleep for the simple fact that I can't sleep...

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