Ever since I was little I have always felt extremely inadequate in comparison to almost everyone else I know: my brother, my friends, people I was dating. No matter how much praise I receive, no matter how sincere the source, I can never feel comfortable in my own skills and abilities as a worker, boyfriend, or human being.
I think this is what has fueled my compulsive tendencies for knowing everything I can about everything I can. It has fueled my storyteller to put out there as much of my knowledge as possible (and this is in direct conflict with my introverted nature). Is it possible to one day just magically let your hang ups go and become a fully, functional normal human being. Or is this, again back to earlier blog topics, what can lead to feeling lost and dementia?
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